My poetry, etc. ||
"You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves." Mary Oliver, Wild Geese
I squint through a window of memories into my past. To protect my sanity, perhaps, I blot out painful recollections as I peruse old photos encapsulating forgotten thoughts. Youthful days appear less melancholy than the present in these carbon-copies of real moments. False illusions of what has been, trick me into believing these days will never be better than then.
Immobilized by awe, She stands in the foothills As the distant wildfire haze settles Into the twisting oaks' golden branches. Beams of solidified sunlight touch That aching part of her She usually shields like a newborn-- Cradling it and preventing its exposure To her burning world.
I see it now: Our lives have been spiraling towards this, Ready to converge in a single word I can't reclaim. Like the moon's gravitational pull Makes the oceans swell to her, Your being moves me In ways I can't control. I lie awake, with all of time Expanding and condensed, Thinking about milliseconds That mean the death or life of everything. Is this how god felt when she wondered What word to use to breathe life into the universe? Did she, too, question the right intonation, And agonize over the ramifications Of saying that word at all? Maybe now she looks upon her creation And wishes she held her tongue.
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