My Mad Mind

There's a peace, in the madness of my mind.
In the daily ebb and flow of worries and anger
And not enough.


And when I am calm, and for one moment the thoughts stop, am I me? Do I exist without longing or distraction,


Without fear?


I dream of a world where my children's laughter
Is what echoes in my mind.


Where the quiet of the woods, of a stream, of the night sky are what occupy my endless thoughts.

 
A world in which what is next is not my worry now. Where the joy of moments is louder than the din of the past and the uncertain future.



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